slow down a little..

There is the possibility that life is moving a bit 

faster than I would like.

Yep. Said it. 

I'm hoping life doesn't retaliate at me and throw 

it back in my face.

Really though, it's kind of all hitting at once. My dear friend Melissa is planning on leaving this weekend.. 

And I know it's selfish, but I'm kind of hoping something will get in her way of leaving me for at least another week. Man. I'm going to miss that girl, and it's going to stink a lot. But I know we'll talk everyday, and still see each other. I've already told her mom that I'm still going to come over to their house and just hang out. Yep. That's me. The girl with no more friends, so I just spend my time with their parents. I want to say I won't cry.. but I most likely will. I mean, come on. I cried when she came back from Europe. Yes.      Came back. Not left. That's how much I love her. And missed her. 

She is my sunshine. 

{Yes, I know I'm quoting} But she really is. She makes my day. She makes me happy. She makes me cinnamon toast. What more could a friend ask for?

She lets me cry on her shoulder. She allows me to present myself in my teeny bikini when we go tanning. She leads the way and encourages me to be the best that I can. She's gorgeous in every single way. She's a beautiful person. And I love her.

She's pretty much my boyfriend. Not in a creepy way or anything. Just for the fact that we spend all of our time together, and we know everything about each other. And since neither of us actually have a boyfriend, we've just decided to say we're each other's. When she leaves it will probably be like one of my limbs was cut off. And I will fall into heavy depression. But not really. But it might be close.

*sigh* She's my love. And she's amazing. (: