Pause.

I'm wishing I could press pause on my tears,

because everything is happening how I'd hoped it wouldn't.

We don't even talk and it breaks my heart.

And now you're leaving, and I'm left wondering.

I came home from your farewell and slept.

I dreamt of us, and we were happy.

When I woke up I realized it may never be that way again.

My heart is heavy and my mind is confused.

I had hoped we would have fixed things before this.

But the closer it gets, the less I believe it will happen.