UTR.

Undefine the relationship. Or redefine. Take your pick. 
Either way you're doing the same thing. Ending. Going in reverse. 


We're like middle school kids. Start at the beginning: you only talk to each other a little bit.. and then hang out a lot.. and then you get butterflies when he holds your hand for the first time. so on.


Now reverse it. That's where we are now. We're at a stand still. And.. I hate it. 


I guess the good thing about it is that it was a mutual decision. Because mission duties are calling. And I'll just be the one holding back. I just want to fast forward 2 years and a few odd months to see where we stand.


But for now, we're happy. And we're doing it because we know it needs to be done.


It's gonna be hard. But definitely worth it.




And guess what?
Ich liebe dich noch immer.